I talked with u 

I spoke with u

for quite a long time

know u more and more

how I’m happy with that <3

just as simple as that

My heart bleeding just because of 1 cigarette

please here my prayer.

I know U see my tears, dried and nothing left.

longing for him, who is never even think bout me.

how I wish he would know my feeling.

how I wish he knew how much I love him.

how I feel so desperate to wish that he was not the one„

and how hard it it is to ensure my heart which keep asking why him?

I don’t know the answer either.

I also want to know why him.

please God„

tell me what to do..

tell me what to say..

tell me what I suppose to react toward him..

how I wish that he is the one.

if he is not the one, then please tell me who is it.. so that I can likely to forget him.. who keep haunting my mind.. 

please Lord.

hear Ur servant’s prayer.

I know U listen to my cry.. and I know U never leave me alone.

I’m waiting for ur long reply„ 

when I end up in despair, ur one word respond is so meaningful to me.

why are u never reply me message?

do u hate me?

please don’t„

I won’t message u anymore.

I won’t disturb u anymore..

let me be the one who is hurting here„

as long as u happy..

don’t be irritated by me

don’t feel sick about me

don’t be angry toward me

don’t„

hate me.

that’s the worst thing in this world.

love u

for being so worried„

for being so tempted„

for being so childish„

for being so silent„

for being so random„

sorry for being imperfect TT____TT

don’t hate me…

hiks„